Monday, December 29, 2008

Just feels like a sad day

I just feel sad today. I don't even have a second sentence to add to that. I don't have a reason to be sad.

I have a hole in my life.
Can you see it?
There, in the middle,
Surrounded by all that I know I am
Or think I am
This hole yearns for something
but won't tell me
A voiceless void
Can you hear it?
I fill it with food
with work, with play
with clothes and gadgets
...with memories.
It just laughs a parent-to-child laugh
a that-will-never-work laugh.
and I'm left to move on
to dance to the whistles
as the wind blows through the hole in my life.
Can you hear it?

I always hated free verse. It always seemed like mental constipation. The soul strains and groans to get out a productive thought and all that comes out is free verse. But it'll have to do, cuz I'm sad today. I have no reason to be sad... no reason at all

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Let's see how this goes

Opening Credits:(Argue)
Waking Up:(Lots of drops of brandy)
First Day at School:(Perfect Love)
Falling in Love:(I'll be all smiles tonight)
Fight Song:(Motorcycle Driveby)
Breaking up:(Behind Those Eyes)
Prom:(I'm just as good as you want me to be)
Life's Ok:(Sweet Home Alabama)
Mental Breakdown:(Epilogue (through a child's eyes))
Driving:(Last exit 2 eden)
Flashback:(Once there were some snowmen)
Getting Back together:(Hang)
Wedding:(Ye simple souls who stray)
Birth of Child:(Book of Love)
Final Battle:(Shoot the Moon)
Death Scene:(When Joseph Went to Bethlehem)
Funeral song:(Mi Vida Es Cantar)
End Credits:(The Watchmen)

Over all pretty interesting. Though I have a lot of songs I don't know, and more I don't know the names of. Fun though. :)

Thursday, December 11, 2008

hey hey

I got the sacrament back!! :D Hooray! Last day of class and I get to take the sacrament again... what a great day!! OH, and then I learned that Donny Osmond's son is in my ward!! Cool eh? Oh, and if you haven't watched the Hitler video -------> you need to, cuz it's funny. :)